i so stupid

I don't think I deserve to go to Berkeley. I'll probably fail there and drop out because I'm just not capable. I feel like I went downhill towards the end of this year. Maybe it was because of senioritis and the fact that I didn't really like any of my teachers. I stopped working hard and as a result everything has just gotten worse. I really hope that the sole reason for my downfall was the fact that I just didn't care about school anymore, not because I'm getting more stupid or something. O gee I'm really scared for my gpa next year and stupid standardized testing for grad school. I feel that everything I earned was due to the fact that I studied so hard. I can't ever rely on my pure intelligence to carry me through. I'm naturally stupid. That is my conclusion. I wish that I didn't have to study and still get good grades...but then again, isn't that everyone's wish?

Dude I swear I can't trust you

How weird...the first day I make a blog and i'm already posting for a second time.
He lied again...and this time i caught him red-handed.
When is the lying ever going to stop?
I'm not going to tell him about me catching him. On my part it would come off as creeping, but still I caught you red handed and that's just how it's going to be.
All I can say is that I'm disappointed...VERY disappointed.

nov 24

nov 24- the day I make a blog-what a milestone

hmmm I wonder if I am actually gonna remember to blog...